11:30 AM
For love
- Lowering your pride
- Forgetting dignity
- Doing things for the first time
- Risking
Worst part is at night. When you stay up, sleepless, noticing all the flaws of your life. Knowing that nothing can make it almost perfect.
txla:
birthday wish
What a perfect thing, isn’t it? If only you’d
give me a chance.
I can’t ask for anything back because you didn’t promise anything. I can’t assume anything because you told me, months ago, that nothing will ever go on. I just don’t want us to end. Not the us that is in a love relationship, but in the relationship you chose: friends. I understand your choice. Who woud actually want mediocrity? No one. I’m only wishing to keep the friendship forever. Because that’s the closest I can get.. Get to my dreams.
This has been me everyday: smiling. But deep inside, everything’s dying.
I really find this my current biggest fear.
I know one day, either you or me will forget but not now.